January 9, 2012
There is this one person I really love. We get into fights often, but they're usually resolved pretty quickly. However, sometimes it can drag on for hours. It's the one thing I hate the most, arguing. Unless there is a point I can get across, then there is really no use for such negativity. I'd have to say, usually, I'm willing to take a step back if it is for the better, however sometimes, when the person is as stubborn as a mule, then there's nothing I can really do. There are so many things that she does that aggravate me. Oh her constant nagging, my god how much I hate it. But now, things have changed. I've gone to college, spent less time at home and it's helping me realize just how much I miss her. With her current condition, it's ever more difficult, but it's okay, I can do it. I have to resist, I have to keep her happy as long and as much as possible. I have to swallow my anger. Because one day she will leave me. Possibly earlier than I will expect. I hope that day won't come for a long long time. May miracles happen.